Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Hello Blog

I am 16 days into my treatment. I have about 28 more days to go until I am done.Last week was really hard for me. I just felt so alone and sad and sick. SO SICK. It was hard for me to get out of bed every morning and go about the day. After treatments I would just come home, cry and self loath. But not anymore! In 2 weeks I start a new machine and the count down to the end of this starts. I am so beyond excited. I just want to thank everybody who text or called me and let me just vent to them. You really realize who is there for you, and who is there when it's convenient for them. So thank you :)  Last night when I washed my hair I realized I'm losing my hair! Well good thing I have a lot of it so nobody can tell yet. I should expect to lose more the Dr told me. It will grow back though.Anyways no more rambling. I can't wait for April!! I'll have someone here every weekend and I am so excited. peace out blog.


  1. Hey Tortles I just read every entry. I've seen you're posts on facebook and from them I could obviously tell that you were sick somehow but I did not know exactly what was going on with you. But im so glad that you have this blog so I can be updated with your situation so well while im here in Spain! Im seriously sooo sad I couldnt be there from the wedding but im sure it was amazing except for the shitty dj! hahah. I love you and I know you will get through this! You are one of the most positive and upbeat people I know
    <3 Mo