Friday, January 21, 2011

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Dear Blog,

I have been so stressed out the past few days. The reason(s) behind the stress is dealing with insurance and people who cannot give me a straight answer. I wont ramble on about everything but I will just let you know that I will be in SUNNY/WARM Loma Linda on the 3rd and 4th of February to get an MRI and have a consultation with the Dr. I need to see. It has been really hard dealing with all of the confusion and the unknown due to my cell phone service, so my amazing mother had to take care of basically everything but I would call her whenever I actually had reception. We need a land line asap ! After the visit it could take up to 4-6 weeks to actually have a set date on when I would head down there for...TWO AND A HALF MONTHS !! But I am just ready to get this over with and move on with my life. They would probably take me earlier if they see my tumor has grown back, which I hope it hasn't. But if it has I would be on top of the priority list. I'm stressed about this and everything else going on. Wedding is in 22 days and I feel like I am ready but not. Anyways Blog, I am scared of the whole procedure of laying perfectly still while protons are being plunged into my freakin brain but I have to just be a trooper and deal with it.  Well it's the weekend now. Talan has his first soccer practice tomorrow that I am for sure going to ! I am super excited because I love soccer and watching little kids play is so hilarious. I hope everybody has an amazing weekend and I will try to be less stressed.

Friday, January 14, 2011


Hi Blog, I am back.
So let me update you on how things have been lately. I could only describe things are GREAT. simply great. Last weekend Jeremy and myself moved to Dixon, I know I know it's only one town over but I simply cannot live away from my family. I'm very family oriented and that will never change. Anyways, we moved last week and it only took us the weekend to get everything situated and organized and now the place is perfect. I was going crazy for a couple days with no internet or cable, but I kept myself occupied. I've been cooking and cleaning every day/night and I really love it. Anybody can visit whenever they want ! The invite is always out there to come hang out. The phone service sucks if you have at&t though.That's the only thing that drives me crazy. I finally can burn my scentsy's !! My apartment is the best smelling apartment ever ! OK blog,I need to go and do something productive with myself right now, adios !
ok so i had to add that picture because I miss those two terrible right now and they are absolutely perfect <3

Monday, January 3, 2011


I'm going to try my hardest not to ramble during this entry, but no promises that will actually happen. The holidays are over and it was very bitter sweet. My sister, her husband and my 2 nephews came the 23rd from Texas to be with us for the holidays. The house was so crazy and loud but I enjoyed every minute of it !! We hit up candy cane lane christmas eve, ate lots of tamales tortillas chips salsa and beans. Christmas was crazy. Santa loved all 3 of my nephews and my niece. There were so many presents it was unbelievable. I was just so happy to be around my family. My 3 sisters, mom and dad, grandma and papa, my 2 brother in laws, 3 nephews my niece and fiance.Anna's birthday was on xmas and she turned 23. My birthday was the 28th and I turned 25 ! Man. 2010 was such a roller coaster for myself. Things with Jeremy and I were so rocky for a few months then we finally got back on track, got engaged and are so incredibly great. Found out about the tumor got that taken care of and now my health is so much better. I am so thankful for everybody in my life. BTW still no word from Loma Linda so I'm going to not think about it until they call me.  Now I need to focus on February 12, 2011.   I didn't make a new years resolution because I'd probably break it right after i make it. So I'm just going to take whatever is thrown my way and enjoy life. I hope everybody has the best year possible.