Wednesday, October 20, 2010
My nerves are getting the best of me
This situation is stressing me out. It's like .. what if something goes wrong? What if they hit a nerve and I have a stroke and die? What if the tumor is cancerous? What if what if what if is all I keep asking myself. I just hope and pray i wake up perfectly healthy ! Better than before. I think it would help me feel better if I had people visit me either in the hospital or at my home when I'm out of the hospital. They say happiness makes you heal faster so I want to be around happy people !! anyways that's my rant for the night i'm sure I will post tomorrow night after I hang out with Darci and Candice. Wish me luck guys !!